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03 August my placeI don't have one...do I? I wander on Earth without rest, without peace... Different place, same pain...same sense of emptiness and heaviness that does not allow you to breath... No matter where you are, Italy, Minnesota, Maryland, California...story repeats...and you need to find yourself again...once more. You think that person knows you well, deeper and in a different way, with your good points and your bad ones that not even you can notice..you know that person knows you...and when the person who knows you, rejects you...it's even worse than ever... That person knows you and doesn't like you..doesn't want you... And you start wondering what's wrong with you... Maybe nothing...it's not that he doesn't like you...he just didn't fall for you... Good words..huh?! Not that you can see the thin difference between the two, right away...but you will see it later... You will...now you just...fell...the difference, you know there is a difference between "I don't like you" and "I don't love you", but now you can just see what you have lost...and what you'll never have... Now you just need to collect the pieces of your broken, heavy, heart and try as best as you can to put 'em back together, using some band-aid and tape...hoping that the scar will stop bleeding and hurting soon...only you can heal yourself... Will I find rest? Not love...rest? Life is fighting...always...and sometimes I fell like I'm so weak to be constantly on a battle field... It's time to truly try to believe that all of us will be fine at some points, in some ways..I will be fine... Time to be strong...because big girls don't cry. Ehm..I'll be a big girl in a while...  KommentareMelden Sie sich zum Hinzufügen eines Kommentars mit Ihrer Windows Live ID an (wenn Sie Hotmail, Messenger oder Xbox LIVE verwenden, besitzen Sie eine Windows Live ID). Anmelden Sie haben noch keine Windows Live ID? Registrieren TrackbacksDie Trackback-URL für diesen Eintrag ist: http://verdina1980.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!2D2958154A112C36!3318.trak Weblogs, die sich auf diesen Eintrag beziehen
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